Was fixing my new table with my bro and then.. hahahha! the screw driver becomes like this! Laugh like hell, i thought my bro so mascular,can screw the nail till it becomes like this.. Then he said actually its the peices from the nail that sticks to the screw driver. HAHAHAH! BAsically , that nail (+) hole has become a (circle) hole LOL...

Bought a lil make up pouch for myself, I LOVE IT ! Lil Twin stars lo!

Went Hougang Mall with Jes and her son after work.. Lol This boi ah, bought a gun with a laser that can shoot up till the blk across the road! Cool eh!

Closing for 2009

2009.. Finally its ending!
Its been a very very remarkable year for me..
I've got most of the things i wished for.
1# A pink camera(from my loved ones)
2# A diploma (encouraged from my loved one too)
3#Braces on the way(from dentist lollll)
4#Lessons for violin( omg)
5# Lot more courage gained

Well, without SL, i wouldnt have dared to try things out. I would still be hiding in my cave, waiting for food to crawl in. I know its kinda late to do all these things at the age of 26 but no choice, whats lost is already lost. I wouldn't agree im successful now, but its really a big step for me. And for violin, i truely , deeply regretted why i started out so late.. It seems time is running out for me.. Sigh
Wasting 3 years in pubs and 2 yrs in retail is really enough for me. I do not ever wana waste any more time, no more!

I'v depended on alot of people for the past, now 2010 is the time i should really get independant/dependant(which one?lolll) I really hope i could get that job , waiting for interview.. Even though my parents greatly objects, but i do not care. Life is about sacrifices and big changes, i know for sure if i proceed lil by lil, i'll be still lazy to persevere.

And if i got that job(hopefully) i most probably will go for full time deg. Im not too sure if the timing allows.. But part time deg is definitely out. Because a night shift job is impossible to go for evening deg.. So if i take a full time deg, can i cope? I really have no idea! Will i be so tired everyday? Can i pass it?

I need lotsa encouragement from the people around me.. Uncertainties are scary i know. But if u dont try it, you'll never know? Every single second i keep thinking about this 2 things im gonna pursue, im feeling so excited and afraid.. But this keeps me feeling, IM ALIVE! Not dead..

Last but not least, i wana muackz everyone ard me for the support in this 2009.. Thanks..
2010, Pls bless me bless me bless me.. AMEN..

My best present..

This is the best xmas gift i've ever recieved in my whole life..

Thanks for this scrap book.. SL..

2009 XMAS!

Oh my sleeping child, the world's so wild but you build your own, paradise, there's one reason why, i'll cover you sleeping child. hahahha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah i like thissss

Queen of the night

Lost then Found

Staring at tears on the pages

Of letters that i never could've write

Now i know love isn't painless

But its worth the risk

Its worth the fight

Playing it over and over

I wish that i could turn back time, baby

We were wrong, but we could be right

Chorus#

Why do we say things we can't take back

Why do we miss what we never had

Both of us fell to the gound

The love was so lost. It couldn't be found

Why do you tend to forget those vain

I'm tired of crying out at the sound of your name

Why don't we turn this around, love ain't the enemy

Don't you want to be lost then found

Love ain't the enemy

We could be lost then found

Empty glasses on tables. Echoes fill these rooms

The memories go where we go

There like the suitcase that you never lose

If good lords eyes upon me

I swear to make things right

What ever we lost, i know we can find

Chorus#

No words can come without

Can't stop the rain, i wish you could take it back

But its too late, its too late

This is my xmas gift from David, woots i love it! schedule book haahha! very exquisite!

Again, i really love papers, books, dairies, paper bags, all these kinda karang guni stuffs.. hahah

A trip to Orchard with David, to buy his ''Pucci' hhahahah!...

Now my violin has a lady as companion! lol

My first xmas present from Eric! hehehe !
Its the thought that counts, simple things, but touched my heart!

Sometimes it feels no one understands

I don't even know why i do the things i do

When pride builds me up till i can't see my soul

Will you break down these walls and pull me through...

BCRS Family Day!

JAs son is so high tech! BAsically he just use his dad's access badge to swipe the comp hoping it will switch on. lol He goes everywhere swiping his dad's card! lolllllll

The kids were enjoying themselves, me too!

like a nursery! Im surrounded by kids!

Hong Meng's daughter, very demure!

This is Jasvinder's ''son'' who looks sooo pretty!

My boss, Caroline!

Adam & Eve,.. hahaha no la.. Erni.. keke

Sasanka, and his handsome sons..