ITs a tiring day man! Early in the morning brave the rain and headed for National Library.. This is my first time stepping into NLB. Quite stress la cause the building so big.. where to go? HAHAHA! Especially the directory descriptions are very general.. Thus, i do not know where to go! Then i ti kum go basement de.. Lucky! Found what i want.. Really 100% better than Regional libraries.. ^^ At night Josh & Ting came to find me and we had dinner together keke.. Some pics i took today.. Finally.. Do i look like a student? Do i do i??? No more ah lian look right? wakkakaa!! I hope i'm not decieving myself .. Arms are breaking from carrying books and lappie the whole day. I shall rest my arms peacefully now.. tata..

Going to school on Sunday is hell for me! 9 am - 6 pm ..hell.. The class starts with proximately 60 attendees.. and decreases to 15 pax! LOL.. I'm so glad i'm one of the survivors! Wheeee..!! I made new friends in the bridging module today! hehehe.. Ferlynn, Meiling and Raymond.. Found out that Meiling also mahjong freak! HAHAH! But so sad.. she is 30c 60c kaki.. So cannot.. I pauper.. lol.. From 11 am i've been stoning in the class till 6 pm. HAHAH! Catch no ball! nobody knows what is the assignment qns all about.. Till 5.30pm, Fer ask me to ask lecturer talk about assignment.. So .. I raised my hand..
Me : Sir..
Edmund : Yes ? Starhub girl...
Me : Why u call me that?!
Sir : Cause you are in all green..
Me : ....
Me : Can u explain to us about the assignment.?
Sir : I will.. No worries..
Me : What time? ( hahahah! zhuai! )
Sir : Later!!!

HAHAHAH!! LAme... Then as usual.. evening time heavy rainpour again! Ran & ran to bus stop..
So cold in bus.. Damn uncle beside me still tilt the air con towards me.. ( Lousy.. i don't dare to voice out) hahah .. Just train myself with the temperature.. Can become fit! So low morale.. This lecturer don't like our reference to be from web.. Have to use more on book reference.. Have to be ''library'' girl liao! Alright! I'm dead beat! Tata!!! to my friend.. HAAHAH (blogspot)

Life is just like a game of poker
My opponents surround me with stares
None of them can be trusted
I narrow my eyes with painful gaze

We all throw a piece of our lives
Into the center of the table
All of us gaze at the prize
Hunger striking our eyes

I hold on to my fate of cards
Analyze them like a situation encountered in life
My fate lies in my poker face

Have i had them fooled?
Or am i the laugh of the game

They watch me
Lustfully in wait for what i have in store
Each poker face different
Each one, a different victory

Life is surrounded by chance
Each individual sweats up a little
No one knows what the other has in store
As a game of poker remains compared to my life

The cards are laid down
My smiles grow bigger
I lay mine down
The game is mine

The chips fly onto my corner
My opponents stare blankly
My poker face fools everyone
In the game of life..

10 plus late at night.. Suddenly recieve an sms from MADAM !! HAHAHHA! Jio me go Mind's Cafe @ Safra.. So i went.. Sat at table number '13' lol.. So zhun.. The game i love most is ''ugly'' HAHHA .. Fun fun shall patronize there again since its so near my house! Damn funny.. Sindy brought a pouch but i mistook it for one of the games on the shelf like ''stacko'' kinda thing.. When we're about to leave, i place her pouch back at the games shelf! And then she says : " Where's my pouch! " Then i was like..oops.. I thought.. Its one of the games MAUHAHAHA! After that headed upstairs for abit of pool session.. Saw one primary school classmate.. Only Weiling know who is he MUAHAHAHA ^^ Ling.. This class mate name is James .. ^^^^^^

Here i am at home.. Sindy walked me back home just now! Still as manly as ever lol..

The board games boxes look so cute right! So colourful!

Mr Nigel Lost almost every game! And too bad, forfeits will be implemented! There.. he has to face the wall and use his body to make up his name.. NIGEL..

I tried loading the video of the other one using his ''pigu'' lol... To form his name too.. heh..HAHAHHA

I don't like the word ''weekend'' now... Especially the sentence : " Enjoy your weekend ! "
Well, from January till now, my weekends all burnt! ITs occupied with school and work & work & work.. And it will go on and on.. I don't know when it'll stop.. This Sat got lesson, Sun got bridging module.. Never mind.. I swallow it.. MONDAY got lesson again! Nowadays i'm walking like a snail.. Simply .. no... life..

Every morning i wake up with a very strong urge to go Hongkong.. HAHAHA Don't know why of all the countries, i always wana go Hongkong.. Not because i like that place.. But i had a memory of it.. A memory that first time mommy allow me to shop along the streets alone..? ya .. really alone.. I like that kinda feeling.. Strolling alone along a street in a foreign land, where no one knows me.. Listening to my favourite songs on the mp3.. I really wish to go back there again..alone..

You know what? Sometimes i really wish to be just ..alone..

寂しくて、言葉も出ないこんな夜は君の笑顔たきしめねむる、
二人なら、どしゃぶりの雨こごえる朝、
手をつないできっと歩けるそばで
I believe, 消えかけたあの日の夢, いつでも手をかざしままる忘れない
When I'm feeling small .
When it's cold outside I don't,
know who I should believe .
And when I needed someone special just by my side...
Who was there?
I believe... Someday I will love,
Someone who's by my side , Oh Someday ...
My special one will come alone .
I'll pray everyday ,I believe消えかけたあの日の夢、
いつでもてをかざしまもる
So I believe, もしも風に震えているときはふたりでさがそう、
日のさす場所、Someday I will love,
Someone who's by my side
Oh Someday Oh Someday
I keep on praying everyday...

hohoho! my toe nail finally lifted up really by a few degrees! Definitely not up to 90 degree. hahha! Er xin sia.. Hang there duno for what.. Want to pull out also don't dare.. Leave it,but can't wear shoe..arrghhh.. What to do lei???

I Stay In Love (Main) - Mariah Carey

New Favourite Song..!! I love the rythem .. heh.. Nice Song.. Pls press " play " to listen.

Dying inside cause Ican't stand it. Make or break up, can't take this madness. We don't even really know why. All I know is baby, I try ,and try so hard. To keep our love alive.

If you dont' know me at this point, then I highly doubt you ever will, I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel. It's no mistaking. We're just erasing from our hearts and minds.

And I know we said let go, but I kept on hanging on inside. I know it's over. You're really gone.. It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do. Baby, I stay in love with you..

And I keep on telling myself, that you'll come back around. And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down. See I can't get over you now,no matter what I do. But baby, baby I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep, it hurts down to my soul. My friends tell me, I ain't the same no more. We still need each other.. When we stumble and fall, how we gon' act like what we had, ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is, ride shotgun next to you. With the top down like we used to. Hit the block Proud in the SUVWe both know our heart is breaking. Can we learn from our mistakes?I can't last one moment alone . Now go I know..

A warm sunday afternoon at Eric's house.. Playing WII with my BP peers..LOL Eric's face, like wan explode! Trying hard to win the race.. funny hehhe...

Was watching this show from this web >>http://www.tom365.com/movie_2004/html/5106.html

Named ( IF ONLY )

Cool.. It's so touching and my tears just go on and on. lol..

" Time.. is so short.. It doesn't matter if its for just 5 minutes or 50 years. It'll be a meaningful one if you love with all your heart.."

We can't predict if we'd lose our loved ones the very next minute, or face them forever ..

Always be patient to what your partner has to say..

Cause if you missed it, you may never have the chance to hear it again..

~~You said , tomorrow..Don't you cry, don't shed a tear.

When you wake up, i will still be here

When you wake up, we'll battle all your fears

And now i'll, take my heart back

Leave your pictures on the floor

Steal back my memories

I can't take it anymore

I've cried my eyes out

How i'll face the years

The way you love me

~~Just a lil more time is all we needed

Just a lil time for me to see

The light that life can give you..

~Porkie flossy lunchbox~

I realise when ever i cook, my mood gets better hahha..And esp when i head for the supermarket.. My mind is totally out of stress and troubles.. Tml is a busy busy day.. I hope Sunday comes soon.. ^^

Maorie's Fried Rice hahah!!

Alter my fate..

Oxygen turns blue

All these crazy thoughts

Circle my mind like maze

Laying on the damp cold grass

Tears i weep upon my eyes

No one sees but me, myself, and I

The best thing is..

I'm still breathing

I have no courage..

Eh.. Why this layout so strange de..? I can't paste my pictures in the center.. lol.. Ok.. Nevermind..

Shock of her life?! haha! Playing Hotel626.com..

Wheee wooo weee.. Exam is finally over.. I need to take some serious rest. Damn relax the whole day yesterday before exam even till the entrance of the exam room. Then when its time to enter.. HAHA! kick come sia!! BRain freeze! NErvous! And blank! Luckily i recover in no time..

钱钱钱钱不够用！！Gimme more money!! Pls drop some down!
怕怕怕怕怕 exam!! Gimme luck ! Gimme Luck!! WOOHOO~!

I like my sideview wkakakak!

CNY Dinner

Went to Tambuah Mas for company CNY dinner. LOL they serve chinese (lou hei) ok.. Then the waiter is a Malay, he still can say the prosperity words when he pour the crackers and stuff.. Everyody was talking about the $10 m TOTO. Then one of em says, why not we pool one big sum and buy together lol.. Then the guys started to throw $10 $10 $10... on the table.. Boss looked worried.. AHHAHA! Someone says, " Boss! U worried we don't have to come to work anymore on Monday?" lol.. Then she says :'' No worries.. I have back up plans.." hahah!

~Dion~

Hotel626.com

HAHHAH!!! Adam playing Hotel626.com.. I think he was addicted to the game already! He is damn persistent to break the codes.. And has reached stage 8 lei! Bravo!!! hahhaha I ask him tonight go home scare his wife ^^

Sing me a Lullaby~

Chaotic thoughts, they tire her

One thousand pounds of lead balancing on her shoulders

Feet drag on, every step, faltering

Wearing gaily painted masks of lethargic..