most memorable day

best surprise dear has given me! really touched

Finally get to cook my 鲁肉贩

Breaking dawn part 1

This is very sweetttt

heart ache!

Tho there are lotsa problems waiting for me to solve em. And its breaking my brain sometimes.. But im contented. Coz i have you. No matter what happens..

i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I VERY MISS U LEIII OMG..

周杰倫 mine mine［房间版］

You can take everything i have

You can break everything i am

Like im made of glass

Like im made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Im about to lose it all

me, myself and cries

Is it really okay not to be okay?

Everybody's bruising

I can't be myself anymore

The more i try the less its working

coz everything inside me, screams no no no no no no!

Leave me alone!

pig in dog body, boy in girl body

First time @ Dome!

i wana go bk there to drink coffee agn!

So angry. i did not touch a single cig the whole day but i still smell like a chimney.

When will the soot from the short circuit disperse

paul young-everytime you go away

After all the things iv done, you indirectly say im unfilial.

i love taiwan

His presence is what makes my heart beats.

I close my eyes and smile.
Not because something amazing just happened.
Just because.
Just because I was thinking.
I was thinking about what makes me happy.

I close my eyes and smile.
You see, I was looking at old pictures.
Old memories.
Old memories of meaningful times in my life.
I was thinking about the people who are important to me.

I close my eyes and smile.
I hear music from my earphones playing softly.
Playing meaningfully.
Playing meaningfully through these memories.
I was thinking about how our senses are intertwined with memories.

I close my eyes and smile.
Not because someone just did something extraordinary.
Just because.
Just because they were, they are.
I was thinking about what makes me smile.

22/10/2011 i realise..

It took me 28 years to understand and feel the pain my mom has been living thru.

How i wish i could rewind my life and treat her better.

I used to think that all mom are just a pain in the neck.

They are just particular about everything.

And so, i did things that hurt her feelings.

Shouting, slamming the door, staying out at night, working in pub and many more.

Sometimes i wonder how did she pass her days?

If im her, im sure to be weeping everyday quietly in my room.

Now then i realise why mom are so particular about everything.

Its because they love us too much, and wants us to become a better person.

if, we changed, they will be paranoid that we may become worse.

Hence they become strict.

Its also because, she scrimp and save and take care of me since i was a baby

But every step that i make is just going against her.

21/10/2011, after hearing what mom talks about the pass, i truely felt regret.

With such a father, bringing me and my brother up was really very tough.

I still can remember last time she used to use sewing machine to make pillow covers to earn money.

Life was hard, we stay in a 2 room flat. But i was never lack of anything.

Why do i only realise her pain when im already 28?

And i imagine her living with 2 kids who always break her heart, and a husband who don't care.

Who does she turn to?

I still remember i used to let her fry fishballs for children's day, for me to bring to school.

She used to walk me to school and everything.

But when i started to grow up, walking to school with mom seems very kiddish.

I even ask her to stop doing that.

Regrets.

Oh yes, i recalled something.

When i was still very young, i have one auntie, she asked mom to let her be my god mother.

As in 'jie bai' that type.

Mom ask me( i was still a kid)

But i rejected. i clearly know who is my mom and mom, there's only one.

One who will treat you right, and who u must be faithful to.

Therefore i can't share my love with other mom.

Dear, if i ever die one day before my mom, pls let her see this page.

Tell her that i never stop loving her.

Pls take good care of her for me if im ever gone.

pressies from ger!

i never knew someone will hear my prayers!

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