Starry Starry Night..

Starry, starry night.

Paint your palette blue and grey,

Look out on a summer's day,

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills,

Sketch the trees and the daffodils,

Catch the breeze and the winter chills,

In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen,

they did not know how.

Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.

Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,

Swirling clouds in violet haze,

Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.

Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,

Weathered faces lined in pain,

Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they did not know how.

Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,

But still your love was true.

And when no hope was left in sight

On that starry, starry night,

You took your life, as lovers often do.

But I could have told you, Vincent,

This world was never meant for one

As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.

Portraits hung in empty halls,

Frameless head on nameless walls,

With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the strangers that you've met,

The ragged men in the ragged clothes,

The silver thorn of bloody rose,

Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they're not listening still.

Perhaps they never will...

Disgusted.Busted

The sight of them disgust me.
B : I have no job yet, i can't get a car under my name.
M : Then how, we don't have license how to put under our name.
B : Well, we can join names..
And i dash outta my fucking room and said
me : Don't you dare put your fucking idea to mom and ''ka'' her money.
D : No la..he was just casually chatting with us.
me : But i believed what i heard.
So sucky. Can't you see your own son is always aiming at your money?
And you still speak up for him!
What the hell is going on.
Fine, go ahead and protect your baby son, give him all he wants.
I ain't impt right? Then i'll just find my future and leave u behind.

Backkkkkk....... frommmmmm schooollllll... Don't likeeeee thisssss lecttttt....Veryyyyyyy arrogant..... sarcastic........impatienttttttttt..... andddddd easilllyyyyyy agitatedddddd......categorised intooooooo xiaooooo dinggggg dongggggg.......... itssssss likeeeeeeeeeee don'ttttttttt giveeeeee myyyyyy classsmateeeeee face....hateeeeee himmmmmmmm...selfishhhhhh guyyyyyyy.....

MY PAPAYA !!!

Met Eric for dinner at Pasir Ris ''Xing Wang to catch my papaya soup noodles agn! HEHE! Still taste so nice..YUM YUM!!!! But before i was able to clear the whole bowl of soup..THE WAITRESS cleared it away! And when i was about to say i want that! She threw the unwanted half finished food in my SOUP!!! SO sad..眼镇镇的看你离开我。。。hahahahha!

off we go!

HAHAHA !!!

Met Pat & Ger, go temple then off to hawker to find desert.

Tmd saw a dragonfly!

Of coz, me & Ger ran away leaving PAt behind..

NExt moment, before he could escape too, the dragonfly was on his shoulder!!

HAAHAH! So off to our next destination..

BEach..

Found this very nice drink in 7-11.

ITs name is cocktail 9 Degree Celsius.

But actually theres no alcohol content.

Fruit juice actually.

AHHH shit! forgot to keep the bottle!

Ehhem..

I tio also!

Butterfly rest on my shoulder!

Scream first time,tried to brush it off myself coz no one wana help me,

then i hit my necklace..

I thought is somethin else(creature)

!!!!

Then i scream second time..

HAHAHA PAt says..

" ITS UR NECKLACE LAAAA"

LOLLOLLOL!!!

Myspace Glitter Graphics

HAHA! Boring morning..
Play blingee agn!
Beebee, Shila,Serene And me!

Blingee!

Glitter Graphics

Wish you both a very very blissful marriage :)
Finally! My best friend's tied the knot!



Myspace Glitter Graphics

HAHAs! Longgg time never play blingee..
It was still so fun!
LOLLLL
The scar on my arm looked so fake!
haha! funny!

Shattered

Yesterday at school drank too much coffee..

Somehow or rather..

I guess..

I really don't have the strength to move..

Unable to sleep well..

老天爷 请你慈给我一点力量好吗!

Even a delivery uncle looks down on me............Is it really so great to hold high post?
Low post people not busy meh?
Only high post people can be busy people ah
I have my pride too ok..
Stop pushing me to the wall..
So insulting..

haiz

Day 5.

Gosh .. Mom says they're not coming back for the time being.
Missed the flight and couldn't get tickets.
Because there's massive flood in Vietnam.
So long... She says not sure when coming back..
So sad.. haiz.
When they're at home, i detest the noise they made.
When they're away, the whole house is so hollow and dark.

A trip to the market!

Day 2.

This is so funny can?!

HAHAHAH!! Today is Good Friday..

I thought of having a very good sleep till noon time..

Parents are out of town till Monday, and my cousin is coming to accompany me till Sunday.

Home alone (Day 2)

For no ryhme nor reason, I woke up at 6 am!!!!

And i just couldn't get back to sleep.. So pathetic!

Then i thinking of going to the wet market to get some duck for soup.

And dammit! HAHAHHA! Do not know which stall sells duck..

Why? Coz all meat before cook, looks the same!

So, i di gum any meat stall and said:'' Uncle, i want to buy duck meat.''

Uncle arm chio says :'' we don't sell duck meat here, up in front there got sell."

(TMD!! HHAHHAA so malu ok! Realised i went to a pork stall to ask for duck..

Duhz.. Then i went to the duck stall.

I asked for duck drumsticks..

He says he don't just sell drum sticks!!

HAHAH! And bo pian i have to get half piece of the duck.

Ok lo.. After that just bought some other stuffs and i headed back home.

hehehhehehe...

Those were the Days..

Was very busy working today then suddenly lotsa memories flashes across my mind.

Miss those days, those colleagues, that once was with us..

Ah seng, Big Sam, Small sam, Tazmania, and Jojo.. AHHAHAH

I still remembered there was a time when there's a boombastic leakage of the rusty

pipe at the corridor. We were off for lunch and it just burst off!

And yeah, we stood there, the managers were trying to solve the problem BUT

there i was trying to catch some pictures LOL

And most of them got wet ^^ And laughters were everywhere!

There's this period of time when the engineers were shifting chairs to another room

But there i am sitting on the chair asking them to push me..

And wheeeeeeee i shouted superman! But.. ST came out of a room out of

nowhere..Looking ''snook''!!! HAHAHAs

Last time we'd always go everywhere for lunch in grps but now..

This place is like a dead town..

I still remembered there's one time during OT for an event,

I was sooo busy i couldn't get away for lunch

And the respective manager(ah seng) packed a pkt of rice, with my fav soya bean

drink!Gosh i was so touched!

Its like, humans should care for one another right..

But that's not the way things goes right now..

Kinda boring and disappointing..

There's this time i got a ''hole'' on my pants, seng didn't dare tell me!

But after which i found out, i scold the hell out of him(making me malu duno how

long den realise)

HAHAHA !! But he got his just deserts after that! (his pants burst too one fine day!! =x)

I miss those days Jo always act as ghost scare the shit out of me.

Anywhere! Jo could appear anywhere without any footsteps!

Or make eerie sounds when i was all alone somewhere..

I still recalled once, Jes came to my desk to search for something on my lappie.

So i stood behind her waiting..and waiting..

Then i feel veryyyy thirsty.

So i took her cup of water(which she placed on my desk)

And i poured secretly on my cup!(for i was sooo lazy to go to the pantry)

HAHAHA! oops! She heard me! and then turned around and caught me red handed!

Miss everyone.. Wonder how are they doing..

SHE

She is the Girl

Who used to laugh

Who used to love

The girl that have every reason to live

But now she's in another world

Banished in silence

TRAFFIC LIGHTTTT HAHAHA!!!

下雨天了怎么办, 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音,变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替,陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样,等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会,寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪一个人好累怎样的雨
怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过,别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会,寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪一个人好累怎样的雨
怎样的夜,怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些,别说你会难过,别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉怎样的雨
怎样的夜,怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些别说你会难过
别说你想改变被爱的人不用道歉

It seems like..
everywhere i go
nobody trust my ability
doubt me
what ever
i am stupidly idiotic lo
EQ IQ all zero..happy?

down..

TOYOTA

Damn it ..
Can't sleep well recently
When ever i close my eyes
TOYOTA TOYOTA GM GM
if not ..
GRAPH PIE CHART GRAPH PIE CHART!
Pls stop polluting my mind!!!
I need some rest!

This is a Rojak blog entry haha!

On our way home ,after library, damn it.. Saw this ''ge tai'' .. SL say, wah !! nice song lei .. HAHAHHAHA!! Old liao larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr =x
Simply anyhow took pictures today.. So sick of my face lei lol..Sian ah sian ah tml gotta go back lib againnnn..

= DiVa =

glitter-graphics.com

Exhausted..

Lotsa emotions..

Met SL in the afternoon at interchange cause she accompany her mom to grandma house.After awhile ..bored liao..So called uncle to meet at his work area..

I like blk 500 plus..Nice environment..Not like tampines..

Went there to revise one last round..

The sky is so dark..

Then we headed for school..Hope can pass for this module..

I have a wish..I really wish to fulfil this wish..

I wish to go further than diploma..

Really..I wish to get into government school..

After exam..Mood bit low..

Just wana relax at home..

Relax...

Oh ya.. Gerie suddenly sms her picture ..

Lol.. very cute lei..

Looks so HAPPY..

Happy for her.. :)

~My hands' small i know,but they're not yours,they are my own~

Wahahha same green colour top as Adam.. Today is ''selamat'' day lol...

I need fish fish fish lotsa fish!!!

Hair! PLs faster grow long!!!!!!!!!! Cannot tahan my fringe le!!!!!!!! So irritating !!!!! Flying in all directions!!!!!!!!!!! Hom money money hom !!! fasterrrrrrrrrr I WANA TIE IT UP LARRRRRRR

I wana go Danga Bay
I wana get kidnapped
I wana leave here
I want to be free

And yeah.. Today's lesson at Holiday INN!!! Went to the toilet and poof! Found a sofa.. HAHAHA Nice toilet.. VEry pleasant.. So..... We hiao inside lo.. ^^ hahahha

Watch this.. Kill time.. LOL.. Maorie's fav song.. One last cry..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9MuQ0LYPwA&feature=PlayList&p=96737E1D51D9C1ED&index=0&playnext=1

New phone which i am VERY into!! Only HK has the white version lei.. @#!@$#@$%$#^ With contract is proximately $300 only! Damn it! No contract 700-800 plus.. Sky! Pls drop some money accidentally down to kaki bukit pls.. Any area will do! If u drop, my entenna will censor which area you r at!!!

Wtf man.. I must be dreaming yesterday.. How can i commit this kinda stupid mistake? Must have been brought to Mars for that 6 hrs i bet.. Idiotic !Stupid me! Hate this kinda feeling man.

ITs a tiring day man! Early in the morning brave the rain and headed for National Library.. This is my first time stepping into NLB. Quite stress la cause the building so big.. where to go? HAHAHA! Especially the directory descriptions are very general.. Thus, i do not know where to go! Then i ti kum go basement de.. Lucky! Found what i want.. Really 100% better than Regional libraries.. ^^ At night Josh & Ting came to find me and we had dinner together keke.. Some pics i took today.. Finally.. Do i look like a student? Do i do i??? No more ah lian look right? wakkakaa!! I hope i'm not decieving myself .. Arms are breaking from carrying books and lappie the whole day. I shall rest my arms peacefully now.. tata..

Going to school on Sunday is hell for me! 9 am - 6 pm ..hell.. The class starts with proximately 60 attendees.. and decreases to 15 pax! LOL.. I'm so glad i'm one of the survivors! Wheeee..!! I made new friends in the bridging module today! hehehe.. Ferlynn, Meiling and Raymond.. Found out that Meiling also mahjong freak! HAHAH! But so sad.. she is 30c 60c kaki.. So cannot.. I pauper.. lol.. From 11 am i've been stoning in the class till 6 pm. HAHAH! Catch no ball! nobody knows what is the assignment qns all about.. Till 5.30pm, Fer ask me to ask lecturer talk about assignment.. So .. I raised my hand..
Me : Sir..
Edmund : Yes ? Starhub girl...
Me : Why u call me that?!
Sir : Cause you are in all green..
Me : ....
Me : Can u explain to us about the assignment.?
Sir : I will.. No worries..
Me : What time? ( hahahah! zhuai! )
Sir : Later!!!

HAHAHAH!! LAme... Then as usual.. evening time heavy rainpour again! Ran & ran to bus stop..
So cold in bus.. Damn uncle beside me still tilt the air con towards me.. ( Lousy.. i don't dare to voice out) hahah .. Just train myself with the temperature.. Can become fit! So low morale.. This lecturer don't like our reference to be from web.. Have to use more on book reference.. Have to be ''library'' girl liao! Alright! I'm dead beat! Tata!!! to my friend.. HAAHAH (blogspot)

Life is just like a game of poker
My opponents surround me with stares
None of them can be trusted
I narrow my eyes with painful gaze

We all throw a piece of our lives
Into the center of the table
All of us gaze at the prize
Hunger striking our eyes

I hold on to my fate of cards
Analyze them like a situation encountered in life
My fate lies in my poker face

Have i had them fooled?
Or am i the laugh of the game

They watch me
Lustfully in wait for what i have in store
Each poker face different
Each one, a different victory

Life is surrounded by chance
Each individual sweats up a little
No one knows what the other has in store
As a game of poker remains compared to my life

The cards are laid down
My smiles grow bigger
I lay mine down
The game is mine

The chips fly onto my corner
My opponents stare blankly
My poker face fools everyone
In the game of life..