I Stay In Love (Main) - Mariah Carey

New Favourite Song..!! I love the rythem .. heh.. Nice Song.. Pls press " play " to listen.

Dying inside cause Ican't stand it. Make or break up, can't take this madness. We don't even really know why. All I know is baby, I try ,and try so hard. To keep our love alive.

If you dont' know me at this point, then I highly doubt you ever will, I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel. It's no mistaking. We're just erasing from our hearts and minds.

And I know we said let go, but I kept on hanging on inside. I know it's over. You're really gone.. It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do. Baby, I stay in love with you..

And I keep on telling myself, that you'll come back around. And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down. See I can't get over you now,no matter what I do. But baby, baby I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep, it hurts down to my soul. My friends tell me, I ain't the same no more. We still need each other.. When we stumble and fall, how we gon' act like what we had, ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is, ride shotgun next to you. With the top down like we used to. Hit the block Proud in the SUVWe both know our heart is breaking. Can we learn from our mistakes?I can't last one moment alone . Now go I know..

A warm sunday afternoon at Eric's house.. Playing WII with my BP peers..LOL Eric's face, like wan explode! Trying hard to win the race.. funny hehhe...

Was watching this show from this web >>http://www.tom365.com/movie_2004/html/5106.html

Named ( IF ONLY )

Cool.. It's so touching and my tears just go on and on. lol..

" Time.. is so short.. It doesn't matter if its for just 5 minutes or 50 years. It'll be a meaningful one if you love with all your heart.."

We can't predict if we'd lose our loved ones the very next minute, or face them forever ..

Always be patient to what your partner has to say..

Cause if you missed it, you may never have the chance to hear it again..

~~You said , tomorrow..Don't you cry, don't shed a tear.

When you wake up, i will still be here

When you wake up, we'll battle all your fears

And now i'll, take my heart back

Leave your pictures on the floor

Steal back my memories

I can't take it anymore

I've cried my eyes out

How i'll face the years

The way you love me

~~Just a lil more time is all we needed

Just a lil time for me to see

The light that life can give you..

~Porkie flossy lunchbox~

I realise when ever i cook, my mood gets better hahha..And esp when i head for the supermarket.. My mind is totally out of stress and troubles.. Tml is a busy busy day.. I hope Sunday comes soon.. ^^

Maorie's Fried Rice hahah!!

Alter my fate..

Oxygen turns blue

All these crazy thoughts

Circle my mind like maze

Laying on the damp cold grass

Tears i weep upon my eyes

No one sees but me, myself, and I

The best thing is..

I'm still breathing

I have no courage..

Eh.. Why this layout so strange de..? I can't paste my pictures in the center.. lol.. Ok.. Nevermind..

Shock of her life?! haha! Playing Hotel626.com..

Wheee wooo weee.. Exam is finally over.. I need to take some serious rest. Damn relax the whole day yesterday before exam even till the entrance of the exam room. Then when its time to enter.. HAHA! kick come sia!! BRain freeze! NErvous! And blank! Luckily i recover in no time..

钱钱钱钱不够用！！Gimme more money!! Pls drop some down!
怕怕怕怕怕 exam!! Gimme luck ! Gimme Luck!! WOOHOO~!

I like my sideview wkakakak!

CNY Dinner

Went to Tambuah Mas for company CNY dinner. LOL they serve chinese (lou hei) ok.. Then the waiter is a Malay, he still can say the prosperity words when he pour the crackers and stuff.. Everyody was talking about the $10 m TOTO. Then one of em says, why not we pool one big sum and buy together lol.. Then the guys started to throw $10 $10 $10... on the table.. Boss looked worried.. AHHAHA! Someone says, " Boss! U worried we don't have to come to work anymore on Monday?" lol.. Then she says :'' No worries.. I have back up plans.." hahah!

~Dion~

Hotel626.com

HAHHAH!!! Adam playing Hotel626.com.. I think he was addicted to the game already! He is damn persistent to break the codes.. And has reached stage 8 lei! Bravo!!! hahhaha I ask him tonight go home scare his wife ^^

Sing me a Lullaby~

Chaotic thoughts, they tire her

One thousand pounds of lead balancing on her shoulders

Feet drag on, every step, faltering

Wearing gaily painted masks of lethargic..

what a funny world process..

LAlalala..~~
I'm falling in love with EVERLAST hot pink tank top! So nice.. But cannot buy..sad..

I've realised something.. everyone fends for themself.. WHO gives a god damn fuckin shit about u?! Well said..

The world has been unfair

Judging with cold stares

Nightmare couldn't even compare

Crimson dust fills the air

Would you cover me up with a jacket

And take me away to another planet?

想笑 來偽裝掉下的眼淚
點點頭 承認自己會怕黑
我只求 能借一點的時間來陪 你卻連同情都不願給
想哭 來試探自己麻痹了沒
全世界 好像只有我疲憊
無所謂 反正難過就敷衍走一回 但願絕望和無奈遠走高飛

i Don't know who i am

I really dunno who i am

Where the hell did i go?

I don't understand myself

I grow further from knowing

Each torturing day i face

I don't know where to look anymore

I don't ever feel like i belong

Confused and all over the place

Why does everything feel so wrong?

Everyday i face with a gleaming smile

This just doesn't feel real

Can't even make myself look in the mirror anymore

What isit like on the outside?

wow!

WeLL WeLL! look at the sky! ITs purple in colour! Nice captured!

Paralysed mode

This postcard fun lo, can fold up Like a traffic light ! hahas

LOLzz... Ok i am at home now..

Today in class so funny lo!

Me, SL, & Jansen sitting together to study, i feel its getting nowhere..

Cause we are monkey see monkey do! LOL!

He was writing notes on a page(but actually is a writtened paragraph on de book)

And he didn't know.. And so.. I copied him and wrote on a blank page!

And SL saw.. HAHAHAHA OMG u two hor... HAHAHHAHA

And then.. we came to a page where there is 8 steps of bla bla.. SL yaya say this must asterisk..

Mao: why? lecturer got say meh?

SL : No.. but i feel is impt.. might come out in exam..

Mao: alright.. (den i asterisk.)

Jan : How come she noes?

Mao: duno lei.. hahhaa

LEcturer : ok students.. this paragraph is de least impt so we no need touch on this.

Mao, SL, Jan.. LAUGHED LIKE HELLL!!!!! AHAAHHA hehe..

Small gather for KEllY's bd!

We chose to dine at UE Square " BAkerzin " thinking it'd be a better choice than other outlets coz it might not be so crowded.. Didn't want too much noise.. But we're damn wrong bout this choice. Service lousy, never fulfil command, THE WORSE THING IS, TOPPLE MY ICE CREAM OFF THE DESIGNATED WARM CHOC DESERT. And.. I saw the waitress's clumsiness & careless action OF DROPPING THE ICE CREAM TOPPING.. HAHAHAHAH!!!! The only best choice was the aglio olio. My all time favourite.. kekek.. And of coz the warm choc desert.

Look at Kelly's wings.. Feel like singing a song for this top she wearing.. Here it goes.. : My fair lady......:: Alright.. (LAME) HA!

I like this.. All smile so widely .. hehe

This is the 6th edition of Twilight series.. LOL.. No la its kelly & didi's creation of a heart & 2 roses.. Artistic right!!!!

WAT IS THIS HAHAHAH!!!!

Chilling out at dblo.. Before the crowd comes in..

THANKS GERIE FOR THIS PEN. She wanted me to use it in school & office HAHA!!! I WILL USE!!! CUTE!

Class on Saturday..

This is our energy booster in class ! LOL.. Need sour stuff to keep us awake from the boring lectures.. Can imagine,... i asterisk notes half way, SL knock my head with her knuckles.. Sayin.. WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright... Someone wasn't paying attention.. KEep sms.. Dunno sms who siah.. LOL

Gangsta smoking @ back alley.

hmm..

Today's lesson was a super duper boring one.......................................................................................

saddening

Haiz..
The more i look at my schedule, the more solemn i get.. Chinese New year 3 weeks before & after cant take leave.. Because it's been blocked by '' someone'' .. Exam during Febuary never mind.. I just hope to get to rest abit and study for exam right? But.. not even one day of leave granted..
So sad..
Sianz...

(The someone not my manager nor boss lorrrrr)

i feel alive again ^^

THIS IS THE BIG HEAD WAKAKAKAK!!!!

JUMBO CURRY PUFF FROM 7-11

First of all, I wana thank a person, that is SL Ong Donut.. HAHAHH!! For dragging me to study once again,.. Alas, i'm not such a useless person afterall ^^

Well, I'm so shag now!

Yesterday, one manager suddenly ask me to do something at 5.15pm! Well! So stress! Where got time? Then, System down!!!! Do Do Do till 5.45pm still cannot !! Then ask Adam help me settle la hahaha.. Coz i'm not IT people.. hehe.. Then rush till 7 pm zhun zhun reach orchard buy one jumbo curry puff, but do not have time to eat! Hungry like hell! When me & SL reach the ballroom ( lecture venue ) , 3/4 of the class was present already! Early bunch of birds!

At first, when we reached the reception area, saw one usher & some waiters around.. In my mind i thought.. Complimentary buffet dinner for first day of class?hahahha!! Fat hope ! I was wrong.. haiz.. I thought i could ease my hunger before school starts hehe..

First time, in class, my eyes very wide open & attentive hahah.. Too bad! The lecturer keep talks about examples of marketing, never really go into it yet.. heh.. Then there's one ''big head'' sitting right in front of me, I can't even see the lecturer lol.. Tilt left tilt right also can't see..zzz

And huh.. So pai seh, i cough non stop during lesson all the way! But scared too loud so i hide the kick lol.. I told SL i wana cough a techno symphony for her when class is released lol!!!

Finally, it's break time.. Me & SL rush downstairs wana buy drinks & eat puff.. Reached the shop realise.. BOTH NEVER BRING WALLET!!! hahahha ! Good one! Alright, so we satisfy our hunger first.. 2 person share one puff , munching away .. So funny ! We felt so lang bei..

And then,.. wheee ! It's time to go home! All dash home happily.. The bus move like tortise.. I reached home at 11.30pm! Oh my.. Never mind, luckily is only 2 times a week i'll be so shag.. heee.. Ok now.. BACK TO WORK!!!

school tomorrow..

Alright, tomorrow is the first day of school..
Not really..
But worried..
Can i catch up? So long never study le..
Somemore don't have the basics..
Stress..
But i must do it!
And so troublesome somemore, tomorrow lesson not held in school..
So stupid.. HEld at Concorde Hotel Ballroom..
Why??? I don't understand LOL